God knows: To Cross or Not to Cross?
God knows: To Cross or not to Cross?
That has been my dilemma this week, Dearest.
Today, I found my assurance in the First Reading for today’s mass.
“Moses continued speaking to the people of Israel, and said, “I am now 120 years old and am no longer able to be your leader. And besides this, the Lord has told me that I will not cross the Jordan. The Lord your God himself will go before you and destroy the nations living there, so that you can occupy their land; and Joshua will be your leader, as the Lord has said.”
Deuteronomy 31:1-3 GNBDK
To cross or not to cross? In my case, Going abroad or not?
So, I have already emailed my requirements to Ipams last Saturday. So very late considering interviews started yesterday.
No matter, I went to Tacloban yesterday to apply for a passport, and I made it. Thanks a lot to my best friend’s mom, who’s also close to me.
Except I was told the passport will be ready in 35 working days yet but maybe indefinitely because of some printing issues.. Those who were supposed to get their passports last July 10 only got theirs yesterday, Aug 10.. That’s 2 mos. of waiting.
Well, at least my application is already there.
I’m thinking, whether this Saudi application pans out or not, at least I already have a passport and am ready for anything.
“Then Moses called Joshua and said to him in the presence of all the people of Israel, “Be determined and confident; you are the one who will lead these people to occupy the land that the Lord promised to their ancestors. The Lord himself will lead you and be with you. He will not fail you or abandon you, so do not lose courage or be afraid.””
Deuteronomy 31:7-8 GNBDK
This is the message i got before when I was praying for my DXN business.. That I will be the one to lead my people to posses their inheritance.. And I’m sure that inheritance includes prosperity and abundance.. A fulfilled life lived in You.. A life of Health, Wealth, and Victory.
With DXN, I can help people start a business of their own..that helps improve their health and allows them to help others as well..
With hospital work abroad, I am helping people with their health needs and earning more to save up for business capital to start my DXN Wellness Center and help my family financially as well.
In both situations, I can proclaim Your word to whoever I will be meeting with the life I live.. And through my blog and books wherever I will be.
So the question remains, shall I cross or not?
Shall I focus my energies on applying for work abroad..if not IPAMS then some other openings.. Or shall I, instead, settle down here, work my butt off sharing the DXN business and publishing more books?
One thing I know and am sure of.. It’s all up to You.
“the Lord Himself will lead you and be with you.”
You will lead me and be with me.
If IPAMS calls me.. It will be You opening the door allowing me to cross the Jordan to the place You have shown me where You will bless me and make me a blessing to others.
If IPAMS never calls, that’s You closing that door, and leading me to work here instead for my financial freedom dream with DXN, ( and self-publishing) helping others pursue their dreams as well while still being a nurse in PSH.
Whatever happens, I am still Your servant, and I will not lose courage or be afraid.
In Jesus’ Name.
In Jesus’ Name! is a new category of my blog… my personal journal..my private conversations with God about stuff in my life. I’ve edited it, though, to protect other people’s identity. The Lord has inspired me to give you a peek..so You’ll see how He works with a vessel of clay like me. He can work with You, too, if You let Him.
Knowing the will of God:
- Take Him at His Word. Seek God in prayer. Read the bible, the readings of the mass or go to mass or in the Blessed Sacrament..wherever You feel close to God, ask Him and whatever He tells you, take Him at His Word.
- Trust Him to fulfill His Word in your circumstances. Live your day, keeping God’s word in your mind and in your heart. As you do your best where He has put you now, He will do the rest.
Remember, God knows.
This is it for now.
To our Health, Wealth, and Victory, GODSPEED!
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